I have been feeling really awful about my body lately, mostly because I ripped the binder that really worked and so the ones I have left don’t really do the job, and because my hair got super long and I didn’t have time/money to get a hair cut, and also because a couple of my friends just started T and, while I’m still torn on whether or not that’s a step I want to take, I have to admit, I’m a little jealous.
But I had a really shitty day today in this regard, so I finally got my haircut. My barber does such a great fucking job every time. I always look so much more like a boy when it’s done and I love it. I also figured out a way to salvage my binder for at least another couple of weeks until I can get a new one. Looking in the mirror with the semi-fixed binder and the new haircut just did so much for my self-esteem.
So: picture time.
